Well, looks like it got sorted-out and my postings are now available to be shared.

My commitment to posting one year every Sunday has brought with it a lot of amazing pieces out of my past as well as some resistance to releasing the old. I don't expect my limited memories to mean much to you but by engaging my inner companion and using selective-recall I have indeed begun to bring to the surface and wring-out remnants no longer needed as well as being able to visit again some remarkable episodes.

All memory is highly selective as is perception, but by agreeing and allowing my Inner-Other to select with me it's like watching the big movie run at the moment of death!

Ever since I saw the movie Jacob's Ladder I feared that I actually died on that Friday, September 6, 1968 and that all this other 'stuff' - this phenomenal experience I've been wading through was all about the final release. On several occasions I told Dr John that I worried I was already dead and just afraid to let go.

Turns out that I've been 'hanging-on' for a lot longer than 40 years, but now I'm letting go. I promise to share, as honestly as possible, what happens next.

"In the blood of Eden, lie a woman and a man... It was all for the union; Oh, the union of the woman, the woman and the man..."

"... Son, He said, grab your things; I've come to take you HOME!"


 

I'm not sure why, but my last two posts are somewhere, simply not on this page. I'm waiting for a response about how to get back on-line with libsyn and meanwhile I'm reminded about how a breakdown in communication can be frustrating, at best.

And still, the 'inner-connect' is there, or actually here waiting to be chosen.

There is a perfect parallel between my wanting to post and it simply not going through with my podcast yesterday about the Two as One. The Original state is perfectly intact while the human state is floundering at best. Whatever the reason, the experience remains the same: One is real in its continuous presence while the other is imagined and subject to conditions.
 
Are you ready to stare into your truth for a longer period today and invite Its Presence to shine on this world? Prepare yourself for the shock of only being able to see what is real here, for your truth will look right past the shadowy figures that used to hold your attention. Be gentle and use the filter of laughter as any attempt at serious analysis will only try to catch you in its net, its web of deception.

If you are keen to it, you will notice our true brothers and sisters doing the same thing today - looking through the illusion to the thought that allowed this movie to linger for so long only to be seen for what it is: a thought gone awry and now soon to be released as we make our way back to our entry point. What's working for me is to keep talking to my Truth as the remnants of past thoughts and beliefs get blown away.

Your Truth is closer than you realize and your human has some serious concerns. Be nice, be kind, and be gentle. Today look through the thought that you allowed to hold your attention and invite the touch of The Entity You Are In Truth.

"I will be still an instant, and go Home..."

'Welcome back my friend to the show that never ends' is an apt introduction to where we find our 'human-experiencer' on stage in the production of this shared group play waiting for YOU to take your lead.

Ah, yes, but which 'you' are we all waiting for to take the lead? There is you, the human projected, materialized, manifested 'experiencer' of your life, and of course there is YOU - the One you are in Truth that has chosen to participate in this shared, group play on the stage of life in this dimension at this time.

My take is clear: your human-experiencer is not the one we await, but it is the one you must use to invite your 'Other' - your Inner-Other - that more original self that awaits within to share with and through you the gift that has the power to change how and what you see.

There is to be a blending of sorts now as those of us who agreed to participate in this project of change gladly take their proper place in allowing the One that sent us here to lead us in the way appointed. Inner guidance is now listened to and the fog begins to lift as we follow the inner lead and approach the place of joining.

If indeed it is true that 'all things made are made from your inner realm' (thank you Adam) then connection with and aligning to this inner realm of awareness surely will produce a change. A change of authorship is what we are speaking of and seeking. To be an agent of change requires the activation of the inner-other and allowing that 'other' story to emerge.

The 'blending' of the two, the inner one that sent you here and the projected, materialized manifested human one on the stage of life that seems to be interacting with the current cast of billions, is done by invitation only. You - the human component - must invite and cultivate your unique relationship with your Inner-Other that you are also, and awaken the knowing mind connection that we so long for again. This 'knowing mind connection' is the source of all your fleeting thoughts that proclaim that 'it doesn't have to be like this' or 'there's another way to be' and now we get to exercise that option.

If the inner realm sources the outer realm of human experience then you are already being shown this in your life. For me that experience has taken on the form of living in close proximity to someone who has an undeniable link to her inner guidance system that now invites her to join together as 'the two become as one' and through that connection offer the gifts they alone may produce. (For more insight into this persons journey visit www.lyndafriedman.com and click on the archive link and read from the earliest entry forward.)

By witnessing first hand her life of balancing and blending the two realms she lives so deeply in has entrained me to my own journey, that of blending the two that I am, the One I Am in Truth, who sent me here, with the one I am in this world. All that was lacking was that I choose, consciously, the invite my Inner/Other to take more and more of the lead.

My human self still tries to convince me that what I truly want is to sail away on that fantasy Alibi 47 to a tropical paradise with the perfect lover that fulfills and completes me. But, since my human self knows not what I Am in Truth, it can only offer fantasy after fantasy in an effort to hold my attention. Over time I have come to realize that, as my human one, I too know not who/what I Am, and therefore realize that the happiness I seek is better left to be ordered-up by the one who knows the Truth of Who/What I Am.

Finally, the cast of characters (me and my Self) are in agreement, and now the joruney back to the place where I entered into this 'wrap-around-surround-sound-totally-interactive-theater-of-mind' can get under way! And yes, indeed, what a long, strange trip it's been...       

Time to rally, but to what? Get ready to admit that you don't (really) have a choice because you've already made your choice. So, it must be time to follow in the way appointed...

When I speak of intuition this is what I mean...