Maybe you should not listen to this one - because if it makes any sense at all then you're a lot closer to choosing that which you agreed to look away from, and that thing, that thought, that memory is the antithesis of this world gone awry.
On the other hand (yes, one of my favorite expressions) maybe today you can choose your original relationship and retain its memory for longer that you have before. Ah, hell, maybe one of us won't ever forget again... ahhhh, yes, The Awakened One!
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